-this poem is especially made for a bro-like friend-
From the beginning
Everything seems to be so perfect
And I were glad and happy with that
But it is TOO perfect
Asking you to accompany me
You gave me your lame excuse
"I am lazy, dear" I said to you
"it's okay" and I took it easy
Lied to myself that maybe you were just feeling tired
Asking you for a date
You gave me the same excuse
Not more than half an hour
You were hanging out with your buddies
I called you up
You always ended our conversation
By hanging up
Before I said goodbye
I chatted with you in the net
But you pushed me aside
You were too busy chatting
With your buddies and net friends
I went to your house
Because I missed you and wanted to see you
Not more than ten minutes
You went back to your monitor
I spent my days without you
When I went home
I called you
But you didnt answer my phone call
I felt so unfair
Why do you treat me like this?
Is it your buddies more important than me?
Am I still your boyfriend?
So, I spoke up
"Lets be friends back" you said
You walked away after that
Leaving me here heartbroken
Those words were too simple for you
You broke my heart into pieces
I make sure myself that I was busy
So that I can covered up my sadness
And to prevent myself from thinking about you
Love you gave does comfort me
But it does hurt me too
For the distant star
I pray that I can forget you