What i never knew

Who is she? she looks awful,
she's so pale,
she's bleeding all over,
she's sitting in a bathtub,
rusty razor by her side,
she looks so familiar,
i wonder when she died,
undried tears rolling down her face,
she seems so far from grace,
i wonder what happened to her,
waters turned cold,
fetid with her,
i wonder if she felt pain,
she's looking at me,
what does she see?
i wonder when this happened to me...