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I hate you!
I scream,
You blame me for everything,
I hate your rules,
Despise what you say,
One of these days,
I knew,
I'd make you pay,
This time You pushed me too far,
I can't take it anymore,
I went into my room,
Where I usually dwell,
But this time,
I pull out the gun I knew so well,
I wrote a suicide letter,
Not in paper and pen,
But engraved in my skin,
With carpet soaked red,
I took the gun,
I knew this time it wasn't for fun,
Shaking with rage and worry,
I put the gun up to my head,
And whispered I'm sorry...

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