The same old unhappy ending

I never thought you'd be the one to hurt me,
the tear drops streaming down my cheek shows that i was wrong,
Burrying my face in my pillow -
to muffle my silent crys,
Searchinh for the right sad love song,
Questionaing all the reasons why...

All my inner strength has vanished,
It seemed to drain,
Through cracks in my heart -
the tears you made,
Feeling so weak to all this pain,
Hoping that someday it all might fade...

It took me a while to let the walls disapear,
To open up my heart and trust,
Standing there unprotected -
the real me on show,
I think I tripped and fell in love with you,
Thought that was something you should know...

I thought you meant it when you told me you loved me,
I know I did when I said I loved you,
How could I be so stupid -
Actually thought you gave a damn,
So blind, so naiive, so helpless,
How could you love me for who I am...

Maybe it was all one big meaningless crush,
It sure seemed real to me,
But I guess that wasn't the case with you,
Just another girl that caught your eye,
It'll be someone else tommorrow,
Do you have any idea about the tears I cry...

I hate you so freaking much right now,
Or maybe that's just what I want to feel,
Are you trying to hurt me?
Do you want to watch me break?
Well you must be so glad now cause I'm falling apart,
I can no longer smile like i mean it... I can't be fake...

You've left me broken and shattered but somehow i still love you,
Being crushed under your boulder of lies,
Why choose her over me -
Nothing is ever fair
I just wish that I could find that someone for me,
That someone to care...