Out of my head

I can't keep leading 'us' on
When our love is long gone
I won't pretend I'm with you
And I'll forget the love I knew

You act like it never started
Forever we've become so parted
I keep waiting for you to come back
But there's something I just lack

Its hard to believe its all over
I wish this would have never...
Even started in the first place
Never again want to see your face

Don't act like you want me now
You never could keep that vow
Of proving how you cared for me
Open your eyes and try to see

Sometimes I honestly want you to die
But in the end I know I would cry
Because you were my first love
And you'd still see me from up above

That wouldn't be so fair
Because my eyes wouldn't meet your stare
No I don't want you to die
Just want you to talk to Ty

Why won't you leave my mind
It won't work, I've already tried
Please leave my thoughts and dreams alone
How you really feel you have shone

It's OK I understand
My future rests unplanned
Because you're not here anymore
Your better at walking out the door

IF you go don't ever return
There's something you need to learn
I'm not going to wait forever
Don't say maybe, no , Never

I can't believe it went this far
I can't believe I rode in your car
I'll blame you until the end
I'll blame you for losing a friend

Now, Chris get out of my head
No, you're not welcome near my bed
This is where we'll say goodbye
And again I learn..to cry!