I Can't Win

The way you called me baby,
Oh, how I loved that name.
It is what I most the most.
I wish things were still the same.

But the same will never happen.
I will never let it be.
Not after what you caused,
What you did to me.

I will never be the same.
Not after what I saw.
Let alone what I've been through.
I've seen beyond the wall.

It's just all too much,
For me to take in.
Nothing ever goes right,
I just can't win!