I feel like crying
tears are trying to come out,
but i just can't and
i don't really know why
is it because i'm too afraid of showing
that you're still missing,
or because i don't want nobody to see how i let this feelings get all caught up on me.
i don't know what is it.
it's just me and my feelings battling each other.
me to stop them from coming out and my feelings for trying to show.
but all this is stopping me from being happy.
and being the same as before.
