About a year ago me and you were the best of friends! thens i let you go to Jessie's to get ready for that stupid dance that slowly started to ruin our friendship because you had Ashley over that night and then she started coming over all the time after school almost every weekend.. she flirted with Jared and that made me even more jealous and mad! and i don't know i just kind of let our friendship fall all part right in front of my eyes i knew the day was coming soon after the dance but i didn't know it was so soon then we hung out once or twice after that and on mom and kyanns birthday! that was about it! oh how i hate to watch you and Ashley at school! and Shelby has been driving me crazy lately and i haven't had anyone to tell my problems lately because Dani hasn't been on and me and you don't have that kind of friendship anymore but i wish we did! she always thinks I'm mad at her! i don't know the last couple of days have been hel*.. like today when Jared called me and told me to stop talking about him to Kylie and i don't talk to her about him and that he really hated me and oh how that really got me when he said he really hated me! and Hayley hates me! the whole family probably hates me! oh how i miss all of you so much! i think one of the things that really messed us up was when Hayley and me were close for that little while because i had no other way to see you guys and mom kept telling me to come home with Hayley and hang out because she missed me and all that stuff! it was so cute to day karahs like stay with me mom will take you home and i miss you Casey when are you going to come over! and i hate to think about it but it will probably be never! as much as i hate to say it its true! i really want to have a nice conversation just me and you and just sit and talk! because i think we really need it that might help us become friends again! i hate to think that in like two weeks it will be one year since we have been best friends! i just want you to know how much i miss you and love you!
