In another mans arms...

She did it
she made it
she got what she always wanted
she now has what she never could have
a perfect boyfriend
a perfect life
a perfect man arms
smiling and no longer crying
moving on and no longer remembering
she now in another mans arms
she now in another happy mans life
and me?
i stare at a wall every day
i stare at a computer scream staring at my stupid romance i want to have with the only girl i would love
i still cry
i still cut myself
i still wish i changed or died
cause there no longer anything in my life that will cheer up this sad soul
there nothing in life that will bring joy to this broken heart
nothing...
nothing is gonna ever change for me
cause i know?
that my life will always be starring at the computer screen...