Blame

I think of you and shudder
How you have changed my life..
You were my world,everything to me
Yet I used the knife
So I don't deserve your friendship
and have just brought you down
but when it was me that was hurt
I didn't make a sound
I never got angry
Or confronted you
Because I didn't have the guts
I thought we would get through
I guess I was wrong
And i'll take the blame
But I would give the world
for things to be fine again
Sophie its your fault....
Sophie just go die...
You're no longer wanted....
You're living your own lie.....
I'm trapped in a corner
of backstabbing and death
OK ITS ALL MY FAULT
So I will hold my breath
and hope that you'll be happy
It's me you will replace
by someone unlike me
that brings a smile to your face
Your hate for me might have deepened
and you just want me gone
and today wishes come true
Well Done it won't be long
You'll be the last one i will think of
and unlike you i will cry
and pray that you'll be ok
and remember that i did try
Roll your eyes at my poems
Think I'm pathetic and immature
Blame me for all your problems
She was a fake for sure
I'm sorry for everything
but I guess its too late
To ever be forgiven
To strong is your hate
I remember those special times
the times of the past
in my heart forever
Those memories will last

Sorry.