Beaten & raped

Cutting is deep within,
no one cuts unless
they are deep down hurt.
That's what I am.
I just want to be
reconizable, and
not be hurt from anyone.
All I've gotten in life,
is bad things,
Why do bad things happen to good people?
Try being beaten,
and raped two times.
Why don't you undertsand that?
Try being my shoes for one day,
you wouldn't last.
Try being beaten,
and raped,
and you'll know what I mean.