Am I Being Selfish?

A glimmer of hope blown out
A broken friendship once again
More tears that i will cry
The Misery Cloud will rain
I never really meant much
I was to be messed around
Yet its all my fault
That our friendship may never again be found
Tell me if I'm being selfish
But i was there to lend a hand
Infact I really wanted to help you
and fulfill every demand
Not that there were many
Infact I really wasn't needed
but still I followed you down
To where ever I was leaded
Tell me if I'm being selfish
But I listened when you needed to tell
and I gave my heart in advice
Although I felt like hell
Sure I came to you
When I was feeling of such
I didn't realise that thinking you'd listen
was really asking to much
So am i being selfish?
or am i being me
So am i being selfish?
or what you want me to be
The one thing I know
The one thing that is true
I've been living in a lie
I meant nothing to you..