You sit there and watch her knowing that you have a girl waiting for you at home
i sit there in hysteric crying to no end
you tell everyone that you have no friends and that you are all alone
when it is my heart all in a bend
you wait hand and foot on her thinking i won't know
by this time my life is in my hands along with the blade
and this girl you love so much hates your guts if you only knew
after so much b/s and crying i have no choice i sit in the closet and call everyone to tell the goodbye as i am trying to reach the center of my chest and wrist you walk in with her and look at me for one last time shouting no baby i love you
~*this is a true story of me and my life when my ex screwed around with a n ex friend of mine when just said forget it and once he thought i had died he killed himself no i miss him but i have moved on and i hope he is happy in he double hockey sticks*~
