When was the last time I smiled
A true smile of happiness
When was the last time I laughed
At all the stupid things that Ive
done
When was the last time I dreamed
And didn't wake up crying
When was the last time Ive had fun
And loved my life, who I am
It seems so long ago
That any of these have applied to
me
Nothing goes right
So that why Ive decided
To take my life
I position myself on the chair
And slip the thick braided rope
over my head
Then I step off
And everything goes blurry
Before everything goes blank
