Why do I bother?
I try to be happy, but all it takes is one person to shout at me, and thats it,
I want to be happy, I have to hide the cuts, no-one would care anyway...
Would they?
I have to lie to myself, I am happy, I really am, I have no reason no to be...
As it seems I had no reason to be depressed...
I can't help these feelings, if I could control them, I'd love to. So please can you understand that when I shout at you, I don't mean to hurt you.
I don't know what to do, I've tried, but I can't seem to do anything right, and when I do it's never praised. So what am I to do?
