I Couldn't See

Holding back how I feel is what I can hardly do anymore. I have tried my hardest but my hearts tore.

You are on my mind and thats how it will always be. What brings these tears are the words, there's no you and me.

You don't know how much I care, how long I would have been there. I have loved only you, for the rest of my life thats what I'll do.

I can't hold these tears back each day, I miss you in every possible way.

But, You said you loved me but it wasn't true. There never really was a me and you.

The relationship was me loving and hurting, you were laughing.

But, no matter what, I will love you, not doing that is something I can't do.

It's so hard to hold these feelings in anymore, I can't just shut them out. There is still too much doubt.

You could have ended this long ago, but that wouldn't have satisfied your ego.

Now, I can't get you out of my thoughts and dreams. But, I will keep holding this in. they say I'm strong. Nothings how it seems.

I hope you're happy, you say theres no more you and me, there never was, I was just too blind to see.

So, I'll hold this hurt in, never will I love again.