I can't take the rejection

I can't take the rejection
It's like i just can't win

I have tried my hardest to win your heart
I just can't bare to part

Why can't I have you in my life
I think of this as I lean to pick up a knife

I can't take the rejection for the time being
So I'm going to put down the knife as my wrist are stinging

I am going to let god in and take over
Cuz he is one person who wont screw me over

I'm moving on
With my family and friends I'm GONE!