Why am i having mixed feelings
i know this is hard on you
but believe me, me too
my heart and my brain
are telling me
two separate things
I'm waiting for someone to
just tell me if its you
the people who matter
think i shouldn't be yours
that i can do better
and not love you anymore
at first i ignored them
but it was harder than that
they found a way
to make me say no
to turn back from everything
that i had always known
so i chose someone else
and i left you behind
i thought id be happy
i thought i would forget
but for some reason
i made me feel like shit
i got your hopes up
and flirted too much
i left you in sadness
a road full of dust
why am i sorry
why do i wish
wish i could go back
and undo what was done
so that maybe id clear the darkness
and someday soon
we'd see the sun
