Sick of smiling

This smile
it's only fake
only my life will no one ever take

I'm sick of trying
sick of smiling
now on the inside I'm just dying

nothing can express my fears I cannot show
nothing matters now, but no one really knows

I walk alone down empty streets
as I silently walk, I stare down at my feet

sick of smiling,
I'm still trying
but don't you see Inside I'm dying?