The pain i can't forgive

My life is pointless and dull
theres no reason for me to live
it's all gotten worse over time
because of the pain i cant forgive

Being unhappy with myself
really doesn't help
my zero confidence
and low self esteem
leaves me vunrable
to people being mean

there's some of the reasons
why i don't want to be alive
because i know I'll have to live
the rest of my life in strife

i don't think i can handle the ache
eventually I'll hit rock bottom and break
when that happens I'm unsure on what I'll do
all i know is i wont be making it through.