Ill End My Life Tonight

I dont know why I bother
To try and live this life
Because each day that I live
Is the more Im faced with strife

I just cant seem to stand
To live just one more day
Cause the key to my true happiness
Would be to end my life today

I know that I can do this
If all I do is try
Because I figure death is better
Than living one big lie

So tonight Ill end my life
Cause I know its for the best
And then forever I could sleep
And lay with all the rest

Im just sick of all this pain
That Im always forced to feel
Because Ive come to the conclusion
That theres no way I can heal

So here is my goodbye
My farewell from it all
Because tonight ill to my best
To take my final fall

Im sorry I must do this
But I just dont want to stay
And I wish that I could smile
But I just dont see a way...

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