Help me!

I wake up every morning feeling sad and alone!

i have two great girls that i love and want me!

i don't know what to do you would think that it would be easy but it isn't!

its so hard i cry ever night morning who to love. who is better for me.

i come home from a long day at school.

nobody is home nobody to talk to nobody to listen to what i have to say.

so i take that knife that is just sitting there.

i go up to my room think this will solve all of my problems.

i start to cut i'm crying so hard maybe if i just cut deeper and deeper all will go away

nobody knows how much pain is i'm going threw

now i'm laying on the floor thinking that i should just died.
please help me think this though

what should i do i love u both in so many ways

please help me!