I Never Thought This Would Happen

Let's just be friend, that's what you said
So you and my best friend could date.
I'm suppose to sit here and just accept it ?
Your lies and betrayal are really low.
Worse that anything ever done to me.
I trusted both of you.
I feel so used, I feel thrown to the curb.
The lies you both fed me,
It was all a waste of breathe.
You knew how I felt,
And asking me if it is ok,
Is like asking a man on death roe,
If it is ok that you kill him.
Obviously it is not.
And you both should have respected that.
I don't think I could ever trust anyone.
Not anymore, not ever again.
I took a big step going out with you.
I had no regrets.
I think you both are jackasses,
And now it all makes sense.
When I said, "You'd never date Brian."
Because you knew how I felt.
You stumbles around and finally replied,
"Well, I would over Jeff."
There are so many other guys out there,
But why him and now ?
I hate that I can't hate either of you.
Not even a little bit.
Not even at all.