My first love has gone!

Why did u leave me, when u told me u loved me true.
Was it all just a lie? Or was i just not good enough 4 u!
U made me feel something 4 u, no-one else could ever do, & now after 6 months of love, ur telling me were thru.
I need, No i want u by my side.
This love i have, my pride wont hide!
I wish i could get over u, the way u have done me. But some how i don\'t think i will so i will just let u be happy and free.
I\'m going to forget about u cuz trying 2 cope is too hard 2 do. And now i truly realise that our love is finally through.
I don\'t want u as my friend right now, but only time will tell.
Maybe after a week or two it won\'t feel so much like hell!
Ur messing with my mind, but my love 4 u, u will not find.
I will always be here 4 u cuz u were my first love but u will not have the gratitude of hurting me anymore.
Goodbye my lover, Goodnight my friend.
Until i find my strength again, this is the end!