Reading your text over and over,
"I think we should split up, call it a day"
Feeling my heart break, as tears fall fast, never ending, they just won't stop.
Remembering your words of forever,
Did you mean them?
Or were they just fake?
Looking at your picture over and over,
We look so right together,
Almost as if we were made for one another,
I can't imagine just being your friend,
When all I will want is for you hold me,
To taste your kisses,
Hear you say "I love you" and bringing out these feelings from within.
Remembering us over and over,
The day we first met,
The time we first kissed.
Falling in love with you, afraid you would run,
But you remained, vowed to stay by my side until the end of time.
Admiring everything that reminds me of you,
The gifts you've given me, the roses, the cards, the letters, the emails of love.
Each thing so special, reminding me why it's you I love.
All of the memories, you, me, us,
Maybe too soon that is all they will be,
But I can't help but think,
We're still meant to be.
Trying to see what's right,
But no matter what I do,
Saying goodbye, is just something I can't do.
The thought of us ending,
Makes tears fall down.
I feel you slipping, so quickly like sand,
I try to hold on to you,
But you just seep through my hands.
The ground I stand on now,
So full of cracks.
The world around me, so unclear, things washing over me,
I stand here alone searching for a hand to hold,
But everywhere I turn,
It seems I'm alone.
I see you in the distance,
I reach out, but you do not see me.
I slip and I fall,
As I look up, I'm left here once again on my own.
No longer are you here with me,
No longer are you here to help me stay strong,
I have nobody here to hold me,
To protect me from my darkest fears.
Your face, your body, I just long to touch.
We've been through the bad times,
But look at the good times,
I know we can pull through,
Do you not know how much I love you?
I'm not ready to give up,
So don't give up on me,
We will reach our solid ground,
You just need to wait and see.
