Everything she wasn't

She looks in the mirror, and she thinks it's a mistake.
From her made up eyes, to her smile that's looks and is so fake.
She hates everything about herself, and the way she thinks.
She hates everything from the way she smiles, to the way she blinks.
She hates her weight, and her pouty lips.
She hates her skinny legs, and everything down to her little boy hips.
She hates the way sometimes her voice cracks
and the way sometimes, she feels, she'll never look back.
All the memories in her head, makes her hate the way she cries.
and how people can tell when she's sad, cuz it's not only in her voice, but also in her eye's.
She hates her stupid laugh, and her brown skin.
She hates the way, she feels she can never win.
She hates how she always make people sad
and how she can't get back the life she once had.
She hates her teeth, she hates her smile.
She hates how every word she spits, is like poison, it's vile.
She hates that she's a hypocrite, and tries to say no to everyone, but goes and does it
But mostly, she hates she's everything she wishes she wasn't.