I knew the time would come
When we had to go our separate ways
Our friendship never worked
I just had to break away
I was the only one who cared
But 6 months later you just forgot about what I did for you
The skin you cut was the feeling I bared
I do not want to sound so conceited
By saying you would not be alive if it was not for me
You just will not admit it but you know it is true I can see
I am sorry you did not know how much I loved you as a friend
I am sure you would never like to talk to me again
I tried everyday to knock some sense into you
But u constantly avoided all my advice
You just would not take a clue
Instead of giving up I kept trying
3 to 4 hours on the phone each day
Just listening to what was going on in your mind, never denying
Day by day, you lessened on your cutting
I finally stopped seeing your new scars
They were quickly shutting
Then came another problem
You had begun anorexia
I kept my cool so you would not lose yours too
I did the same approach when you started cutting
Unfortunatly, the anorexia I could not cure
For a month later
You became detached to me
When I introduced you to Bianca and Polly
Polly changed your thoughts into hers
You started acting stupid and seeing you like that just hurt
Bianca became your best friend
I never envied you guys
Cause it was great when I saw you smiling and your happiness I did not want to see end
Slowly you ignored me
Which broke my heart
Doing so much for you and this is how you repaid me
Was just too much
Surely enough, I still stuck around
Cause you were my best friend
A while later, you kicked me onto the ground
I did not like Polly for she was just too much
And you took her side and left me
I was crushed
You did not care what position I was in
You just took Polly's side cause I did not care
I decided to give up
I did enough for you already
I knew that you did not need me anymore
I just knew you were ready
It has been more than three months now
And I still think of you almost everyday
It is not cause you were my best friend
It how and why you would cause me so much pain
