Patiently Waiting

I wait here
patiently
for a love
to call my very own.

I sit here
thinking
about life
and the it feels to be alone.

It's hopeless
sometimes
hoping someday
someone would end it all.

It's hard enough
wondering
if someone
will be there to pick me up when I fall.

I don't like
feeling
emptiness
in this heart of mine.

I don't like
hoping
that things will be ok
all the darn time.

I'm always
wanting
to be more like
the spirit that was apart of my soul.

Sometimes
wishing
he was here
to help me once again feel entirely whole.

But God knows my
reasoning
for not going back
into his open arms.

Because pain
hurting
inside again
is where he truly harms.

Someone please
rescue me
from this torture
I put myself through.

Sometimes I feel like
dieing
feeling unloved
with no knowledge of what to do.

**Votes and Comments are Welcomed**
Thank-you...Jen