Some nights I stay up thinking about life and death and pain
Other nights I spend my time drinking my life away, trying to forget my life, trying to forget the pain
Drinking only numbs the pain for a while but then it comes back and it's a lot worse
B.c last night u found me in a ditch and now I am in the hospital trying to hold on for dear life b.c I am to young to die
I haven't done all the stuff I wanted to do with my life
Why did I have to be so lazy?
Why did I think numbing the pain would help?
How could I be so dumb?
I wish I could take it all back
I want my old life back!
I want out of this bed but....
It's too late!!
