I sit under the stars,
Dreaming about how my life should of been.
You and mom inside cooking dinner me and sister playing vidoe games just like a normal family,
But that would never happen, you in the house fighting with Paul dad at home sitting alone Sister living in a different state and me sitting here crying cause I know I will never have a happy family..
I see all these family so happy and calm..
I don't know who to run too anymore,
My dad doesn't understand my mom is over protective and my sister just really doesn't care I can't talk to them I feel so unconfortable all the "friends" I thought i Had backstabbed me and left me in the cold letting my rot slowly, There's no such thing called happiness only sadness is a word in my life...