This is the second poem of yours i've read, and they seem to be primarily about general emotions and not necessarily situation-specific.. you really do a good job of conveying your thoughts/feelings in an easily-relatable way,.. some lines just dont work for me(second stanza, 3rd line + third stanza, 3rd line) but i cant really explain why..

And I'm not f**king okay

this was the same line in another poem,.. i think it'd be beneficial to try to be less blunt and state the same feeling in a more poetic way.. so far your writing's pretty good.. id like to see another form/style of yours..