Head high above rising waters,
Ones tears have overcome me, how I think.
Flexible emotions,
Swinging with ways I love, I hate.
Blue water flooding my mind,
Closing up on death thoughts, awake me.
Ending, not too far away,
Spiked stomach, toxicated lungs.
Mixed feelings, ways of figuring out
This puzzle I'm stuck with, nil.
Pretending it will be ok,
I'm stuck with it, only one.
Had it all, left with nothing,
Took the best part of me, lost.
Close to me, memories of happy,
Only now I can fade away and cry.
Vision of any hope, disappeared in the dust,
Crust of blood that's left on my shirt.
