Elegy for Ron

Your smile, used to shine
Your laugh, used to cure
But now, that happiness
Is no more.

Because your leaving
on the last train to Heaven
and wont be back again.

I just ain't the same without you
Thinking your not in my life
I still just can't believe you gone.

Heres an elegy for you, Ron
It's been a year since you been gone
And you wont be coming back.
And i wish so much that I could have gone with you.
I keep feeling like i was supposed to...

Heres an elegy for you, Ron
It's been a year since you been gone
Because your leaving
on the last train to Heaven
and wont be back again.

I never got to say goodbye to you
I wish that I had gone on too
Sadly, the last time we spent together
has been faded and forgotten forever

Heres an elegy for you, Ron
It's been a year since you been gone
Because your leaving
on the last train to Heaven
and wont be back again.

Your hugs and jokes I miss
The teddy bears you gave me i would kiss
They sit now, alone and high on my self
For i am afraid to seem them and think of you
For then my tears, once again, will flow.

Heres an elegy for you, Ron
It's been a year since you been gone
Because your leaving
on the last train to Heaven
and wont be back again.

You just kept on drinking and drinking
Until your heart stopped beating
They say it was cause of suicide
But i know you were just trying to save your pride

I just hope your year in heaven
Has been better than mine way down here
Down Here...

Heres an elegy for you, Ron
It's been a year since you been gone
Because your leaving
on the last train to Heaven
and wont be back again.

Friendship never ending, even after you've past
I still have your number scribbled
on my scrap of lost paper
But i call you every morning
Because thats what we used to do
Just to hear your voice again
From the still plugged-in message machine.
Sometimes i leave a message-
A plea or cry to please come back
But your message machine never calls back.

I'll never forget, all American Ron
Though your life and smile is gone
Your friendship will stay, hidden away
But the word "goodbye" is the one i never got to say...

Heres an elegy for you, Ron
It's been a year since you been gone
Because your leaving
on the last train to Heaven
and wont be back again.

~Dedicated to my old friend Ron, who could always make me smile, but sadly drunk himself to death because life had been to cruel for him to bear.....may he look down on us and smile again~