I need a reason

Calling out to a God
that had long been forgotten
i prayed for strength
begged for foreignness

i am weak
i need help
somebody...
anybody...

save me from myself
i am tearing myself apart
picking up the pieces
and tearing them more

i need a reason
to go on
something more then just friends or family
a reason to be strong

save me from myself
for i am too weak to go on
i am falling apart
i need to be saved

i need a reason
to go on
something more then just friends or family
a reason to be strong

i want to love myself
love my life
love my family
love my friends

but i need a reason