Her Suicide note R.I.P My baby

This poem is the suicide note of my best friend Amelia Please vote and comment on it R.I.P my baby i will always love you

The pain is deteriorating
I am producing strength
I thought getting to this stage
Would in some way take me longer

I stop and think about everything I have been through
And now I am rising to anew
This is the beginning of the end

Can someone please tell me where I am disappearing to
What is going to happen to me?
When I close my eyes for the last time

I am sick of the hurt
So this is the end
Nothing can save me now
As I say goodbye to everything thatâ??s let me down
I finally have power over what I am doing
And itâ??s the first and final time

In this next stage of my life
Will something finally become of me?

This is the end goodbyeâ?¦