Red eyed, unexplainable expressions. Yesterday like today dispersed in the wind and surrounded you.
So reality came and now you realize your pretend war.
You ask for help as you roll your obsession and your big fake smile grows less intense.
You state what you want but instead of giving in, I surprise you with flashy sarcasm.
You grew on me like a sickness.
I feel it in my bones when you touch me.
I don\\\'t breathe when you hold me, you smell of vanilla blacks, cologne, and winter air.
I hate that smell now.
Your voice deep and jumbled you word twisted.
I\\\'m the only one who understands you.
I kiss you, but no longer love you
You kiss me and no longer love me like you used too.Still I\\\'m here, your here for reasons lost and unknown.