I know I'm not what you wanted
but i am what u get
i know that I'm not perfect
but i am what you kept
i know that I'm your daughter
i know i have your genes
but i always get a feeling
that your not my mum it seems
i know that you don't love me
and love is all i need
but i don't want any love from you
its because of you i bleed
i know u hate the make-up i wear
the black around my eyes
i wear it just to piss you off
and to shut out all the lies
i cant live with this anymore
all this pain and strife
mum if i hated you any more
i would end your life
dad, in my heart you'll stay
you always believed in me
i tried to talk to you about mum
but you just couldn't see
i know that you don't want me mum
and you know that you've ruined my life
but I'll tell you something you don't know mum
you made me turn to the knife!
==~*~*^Ill never say this to your face mum but deep down i hate you with a passion. you just make things in my life worse. the peelers didn't need to be involved. i just wanted to move on:(^*~*~==
