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by Katran Nov 24, 2003 category : Sadness, depression / other
I walk into my room Sit on the floor Pick up the blade And lock the door Wipe away The tears from eyes The tears of years Of wanting to cry But now I'm crying for everything Everything that hurt so much Everything that I never cried about I just hid it away to be tough I'm crying because of pain Crying because of them Crying because of shame Crying because there's no end I wipe my face One last time One last time Before I die I write one last entry In my diary of life The life of hidden pain The diary holding a knife I write to all the people Who never really cared The people who hurt me And the people that where scared I put my diary away And put the knife on my wrist I breathe in very slowly And then start to slit I slit my wrist deep Again and again But my body is so numb That I barely feel pain The only pain I feel Is the pain in my heart The pain in my head That has been there from the start I say goodbye to the world That doesn’t' t understand The one that doesn’t let me Be part of the master plan I say goodbye to the people Who can't stand my face The one's that never new me To them I was a disgrace I saw goodbye to my sisters The one's who were always there They always saw me as me And no matter what they cared I say goodbye to my life The one that turned out so wrong The life that was too bad to be real The life that went on too long I lay down on the floor The blood trickling down my arm And although my body is being drained I am amazingly calm I slowly lose consciousness I slowly my shame I slowly lose my life I slowly lose all the pain
by limp
Oh & i was " inspired" to write it from a book by patrick mcgroff or whatever his name is x
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