Empty

I wake up in the morning
A bitter sweet taste
I look at the mirror
I see this same old face.
I put on my make up.
Get ready for the day.
Go through all the motions,
Like nothing's ever gonna change.
I look out of my window
Give a gentle sigh
Wonder if the next day
Will be like tonight
I feel empty inside
I feel like... you dont care
I feel like I want to....
And I also know its there.
I have been this way so long now.
I can barely keep the tears.
All I want right now
Is to leave my pain and fears.
I know which way that is..
I know I'm well prepared.
I have been down those roads before.
This is who I am
This is what I'm for.