Broken Hearts

(I wrote this a long while ago but didn't have the nerve to put it up...but now I do...It's about my sister)

I feel sad inside
when I look at daddy
his hearts been broken
and now he's unhappy.

His favorite daughter left
like she didn't even care
and now I worry for daddy
because he needs someone there.

She was my favorite sister
but now she is gone
it feels like she hated us
I wonder where we went wrong.

We only loved her
and wanted her to stay
but she wanted to grow up faster
so she decided to go away.

It hurts inside
because my hearts been broken to
she doesn't seem like she wants to talk to us
she rather do the things shes been dieing to do.

I used to wait up for her at night
hoping she made it home safe from work
but now there is just silence
somehow inside I feel like dirt.

I almost cried
when she ran inside
gathering up her things
with her friends in mind.

Did she ever think of us
and they way she made us feel
mommys broken heart is like daddys
hopefully one day its possible to heal.

We used to share a room
and now that she is gone
all I want to do is rearrange
making it look like she never belonged.

I hate her now
more then she could ever know
I feel like she hurt me the worst
when she decided to go.

She doesn't even visit
so I wonder why we even care
but I know in our hearts that we love her
even though no longer is she here.

I wish she would come back
so that things go back to the way it's supposed to be
but she's made up her mind
and somehow inside she's still hurting me.

All that she cares about is herself
rather then the pain she caused inside
she left us broken hearted
with the pain we try to hide.

My brother went crazy
the day she told him she had gone
he tried his hardest to bring her home
but that didn't last very long.

She had guts enough to threaten
that she would call up the police
because he was invading
and disturbing the peace.

I hate her so much
because she left out of our home
she made us hurt badly inside
and left me here on my own.

No one to talk to
or ask for advice
she left me hanging alone
which wasn't very nice.

No more of her singing through the night
no more of her laughing at the stupidest things
I'd never thought I'd miss
the horrible way that she sings.

I don't think I'll ever forgive her
for the pain she caused here at home
she left us high and dry
just because she wanted to be on her own.

**Votes and Comments are Welcomed**
Thank-you, jen