This is it

This is it
Goodbye?
Is that the right thing to say?
I don't know.
Will we come back and feel the same?
you say you will
but I think i might not.
Hatred overcomes love
and I hate myself
So, I could never love you
not the way you want.
I would die a thousand deaths
Swim a million seas
and fight a billion wars
just to keep you safe.
But how can I love someone
who loves someone I'm not?
someone who loves the person I pretend to be?
You would hate the real me....
Just like I do...