This is really good... i can totally relate... ur a really good writer hun keep it up!!! check out mine if u have time plz
luv always smiling oxoxoxo

Awww this is so sad. First you shouldn't ever want to hate yourself i mean i learned my lessons on that anyway but still you shouldn't it's not good. And it sucks when you hurt that one person i have done that also and it does suck but i hope everything will get better remember i'm here for you anytime. keep it up. keep on writing. love always and forever.

Oh dont hate yourself.. im sure everything will work out fine. x