One day

One day god will release me
of my duty of being
a sista, a friend, and a daughter.

as i lay back
and think to myself
what will happen?
when will it happen?
should i be scared?

i don't know what
my destiny is
but one day
i will know.
and one day
i will know
what happens
when i lay my head
down and never get up.

will i awake
as an ant?
an angle?
a ghost?
or will i lie there
and never get up
with no thoughts
no nothing.

i will just be
a waist of space.

i take a moment to think
and realize
that i am not scared
i am ready when god is,
but until then
i will wait.

i always say
everything has a reason
and maybe one day
my reason for living
will come to me

but til then
i will live life
as best i can
for my sister,
my olds,
and my beloved friends.

i will see you all
in the next life
were ever it my lead us.

** i hope u all liked my poem coz its my true feelings inside my heart ok thanx 4 readin can u all write a comment or vote thanx xoxo**