The feeling is back

I sit here and cry
with that feeling...that feeling that wanting to die
i just wish these feelings and thoughts would go away
but it doesn't it' gets worse each passing day
somethings always going terribly wrong
and i am losing the will to carry on
that will to stay strong
i try to make ppl or someone happy
but inside i say the wrong thing and make them feel more crappy
i always feel so helpless and weak
maybe it's from my lack of sleep
all these feelings that i feel
could they really be real
or am i just finally going insane
no not again
am i slowly fading away
how can this feeling come back and stay
will u be my angel and save me
will u will save me Jodie
save me again
before i become more INSANEEEEEEE