We will be together...

Still in love, still broken hearted,
Still lost in feelings, the way it started.
Still adoring you, still separated,
Still so lost and disoriented.

I always knew you were special, somehow I could tell,
Didn’t even know your name but somehow I knew you well.
I felt something for you, but denied it was attraction
I didn’t understand what it was, so I just never took action.
Then my heart started to pound, every time you talked to me,
I still didn’t think you’d be the one to help me discover my reality.
I learnt who I was by the fact that I was tense,
Just the way it happened was a strange coincidence.

Without knowing, you brought me joy,
Until I learnt that there was a boy.

I had fallen for someone who’d never be mine,
I felt things so bad that I can never define.
I liked that there was just a little hope,
That gave me the optimism to bother to cope,
But now that is gone, there’s no reason to try.
I mean if I don’t have you, I might as well die.

But I’m not going to kill myself, not now, not ever.
Because I still have some hope that we will be together.