Always On My Mind

All I ever wanted
Was you in my life
I wanna talk to you
But I'm hurting inside

Theres this pain inside of me
Aching in my heart
Why am I thinking
I should make a new start?

Should I leave you behind?
And try to forget..
Of all the good times
You and me used to spend

We'd hang out after school
Go to the mall
Run to the fights
So we could see it all

People say we're too young
To actually be in love
But how would they know
What our hearts are made of

Well you gave me all your trust
And I threw it all away
There's no existence of "us"
Or the love that we made

All the songs by NB Ridaz
Remind me of you
Mostly "Runaway"
All those words are still true

Before I go to sleep
I stare at your picture
Listen to "our" songs
And worry about our future

We're friends for now
Hopefully forever
But deep inside
I want us together

You said you'd have to think about it
Maybe I should too..
"Do I deserve a second chance..
With a guy like you?"

My head is aching
My eyes are sore
My heart is breaking
Like a slamming door

Maybe when we're older
You'll soon realize
How my life became colder,
And my heart slowly died

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