Pain, tears and joy we shared
i shared my soul with you, trusted you
because i thought you really cared
all the pain you helped me trough
no matter what you stayed by my side
trough the darkest days you were my guide
helping me finding my way back to the light
and foolish as i was i toughed
this friendship was forever
so many friends I\\\'d lost
and you were the only one who stayed with me
no matter what
till that one day
it changed my whole life
in a flash life took you away from me
i felt a pain an emptiness in my hart
i will never forget
never thought something like this
would ever happen to me, or you
but life only takes the good people
every day, every free minute i spend beside your bed
but i guess that wasn\\\'t enough
why?
cuz i didn\\\'t showed you my emotions...
i thought me just being there for you was enough
what did i do wrong that you wanted to hurt me so bad
i know i made mistakes
that\\\'s human
but did i ever do anything to you that made you do this
i still can\\\'t still don\\\'t want to understand it
my everything i gave to you
all the tears i cried, the pain i felt
every single moment of it you shared with me
i talked and talked, and you listened
over and over again, the same story
but you never lost patience
now i\\\'m asking myself, was it real
did you ever really listened to what i told you
did you really understand me like you always said
were those comforting words real or did you just say them to get rid of it
why? you were the one person from who i\\\'d never expected this
you betrayed me
it\\\'s a feeling that comes from deep inside
i can\\\'t explain it, cuz i don\\\'t understand it myself
but it hurts, it hurts so bad
i wished i could share a little peace of my pain with you
just to show you it\\\'s real
maybe you did believe me
but didn\\\'t understand it
i don\\\'t know
but i know it hurts
cuz you were like family to me
a peace of all of this is my own fault i neglected you, i never mend to
but i did happen
i don\\\'t know why
i guess it hurt-ed to damn much to
see you in a wheelchair, suffering
no more long night talks, no more walks, no more you
it would never be the same
the reality was to hard for me
i didn\\\'t wanted to see it
but believe me when i say
besides the fact i hate you right now
i will never forget you
your crazy walk, you always shinning face and all the moments we shared
i miss you......
