Ju|ian . =\'(

So, I tried to pretend I didnt care
Said that you werent in my heart,
But, I have been drowning in my tears
Since you tore me completely apart .
I had so many doubts in the beginning
Thought you were just playing around,
But you told me that it was true
With your words, my love you found .
You told me that you wanted me
And when I said that I wasnt sure,
You promised I wasnt an option
Said you loved me and so much more .
Told me not to feel like an idiot
Reminded me that I was talking you,
And then you said you loved me
Stupid me, I believed it was true .
Then you told me how you loved me
Said it was *soooooooo* very much,
I meant it when I said *I love you too*
And I couldnt wait to feel your touch .
Remember the 52 hugs and kisses
In one of those messages you sent,
When you said you missed only me
And reassured me that was what you meant .
When you told me that you were sorry
Just in case you were keeping me awake,
Those words, so beautiful, so sweet
Being without you I could hardly take .
Then, something just happened
We lost whatever had been there,
And I was left alone once again
Feeling such heartbreak and despair .
As strange as it may seem, and sound
I can still feel me in your arms,
Still feel the touch of your skin on mine
Still blinded by your charms .
I know that I should have realised
That we could never really, truly be,
For am I just not beautiful enough
Yet, nobody will ever love you like me .
You have hurt me and you have broken me
Yet still my heart belongs to you,
And as unreciprocated as it may be
I know my love for you is true .