Conflict internal

Good or bad, right or wrong,
I debate this all day long.
Morals, how did i learn?
when did everyone else become my concern?
i look at people and see,
everything i don't want to be.
why would i lay down my life,
to end one person's strife?
i don't want any of them close to me,
i love them, wish them free.

Looking back all i see,
pain, death, abnormalities...
I have gifts to give,
to show them how to live...
be kind, helpful, never lie,
don't give up till the day you die...
people are worth the pain,
LIFE isn't suppose to be mundane...