Trying to Forget

I've told you things I wouldn't have told anyone in a million years,
I sat and shared with you a million tears,
Losing my best friend was like having a piece of my heart ripped out,leaving me alone to mop away the bloody memories now long forgotten about,
Buried deep in the back of your mind,
wishing it was all left behind
but they won't and we both know it
yet we go striving with our minds to forget
Years of laughter and smiles embarrassing and memorable moments.
have they meant nothing to you?because they meant the world to me

this is an old poem